My favorite songs of 2018

29 Dec
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New releases on Spotify guided most of my listening this year, with some additional exploring on other people’s lists of top songs, on Rolling Stone articles and articles on Pitchfork. Throughout the year, I created a “Best of” playlist, and I found myself putting some of them on repeat and/or scrolling to some of them and skipping others. Here are the top dozen that were my favorites of the year:

1. “Somebody to Love,” Troye Sivan

The remake of Freddie Mercury’s classic from Queen was a song I put on repeat on more days than one. Troye Sivan, who became famous first as a YouTuber and has some acting credits to his credit, infuses a new kind of longing into Mercury’s song. It’s been stripped of bounciness and now has some darkness. But it communicates even more effectively than the original.

2. “no tears left to cry,” Ariana Grande

In the first 30 seconds of this song, Ariana Grande goes from soul to dance to rap to pop. It’s a song of fun and optimism like any good pop song, but it has gravitas because it was written in response to a shooting that occurred at her concert in Manchester in 2017. Kudos to Grande for using her music for something positive.

3. “Lost in Japan,” Shawn Mendes

I’m not a big fan of Shawn Mendes’ previous work, but this new album was much less melodramatic. Starting with, “All it’d take is one flight/ We’d be in the same time zone,” this song is a cliche-free love story. When you want to see someone, how far would you fly? For Mendes, being “a couple hundred miles from Japan tonight” is close enough to take a detour. Great rhythm in the song, too.

4. “If I Were You (feat. Keith Urban),” Jillian Jacqueline

Jillian Jacqueline has no bio on Spotify or on her website. She has no page on Wikipedia. But somehow, she connected with Keith Urban for this unique love song. It’s a breathtaking story about a woman who is telling a man to run away, but keep her in mind: “If I were you I would be running, I would be leaving now/ If I were you I wouldn’t look back/ Oh, but I want you to/ Keep me in the back of your mind/ Maybe call me up sometime/ In a couple-a years if you haven’t found somebody new/ That’s what I would do/ If I were you.” You can tell the woman loves him but doesn’t trust herself or feel good enough about herself to deserve love. And Keith Urban probably deserves to be on this list for a few of his own songs (“Same Heart,” “Coming Home”) from his 2018 album, but I’m cheating by including him here instead. And don’t miss Jacqueline’s song, “Tragic.”

5. “Sky Full of Song,” Florence + the Machine

A song that builds, a beautiful and honest voice, vivid and mysterious images in the lyrics. I found myself drawn to this line: “And I want you so badly/ But you could be anyone,” for its complicated insight into desire. Singer Florence Welch said the song was about performing as a musician, which is “celestial but somehow lonely.”

6. “Velvet Elvis,” Kacey Musgraves

Musgraves’ album “Golden Hour” is one of my favorites of 2018. She has a silky voice, never trying too hard. She’s too cool for school, lots of jokes in the lyrics, but also a confidence that makes you want to hear what she’s got on her mind. “Velvet Elvis” is a love song about a boyfriend but also about a tacky painting that is in some ways better than any boyfriend. She sings, “You’re my velvet Elvis,/ I ain’t never gonna take you down/ Making everybody jealous/ when they step into my house/ Soft to the touch,/ feels like love.”

7. “I Don’t Know,” Paul McCartney

Paul McCartney still sounds bright and strong at age 76. The world has grown up listening to him, and he continues to deliver new music. He made my list with this song, which includes this lyric: “I try to love you/ Best as I can/ But you know that I’m only a man/ Why am I going wrong, I don’t know.”

8. “I’ll Be There,” Jess Glynne

Jess Glynne’s powerful voice gives this song depth and texture. Her 2018 album “Always In Between” debuted at No. 1 in the United Kingdom, but it didn’t get nearly as much attention in the United States for some reason, peaking at 109 on the Billboard 200.

9. “Rich (radio edit),” Maren Morris

Maren Morris is the queen of attitude, and this song is a three-minute dis of her ex-boyfriend whose promises aren’t worth anything. The song is super fun because of the clever lyrics packed with alliteration, like this: “Me and Diddy drippin’ diamonds like Marilyn.” She’s ostentatiously hip-hop in a country world, pushing boundaries with both hands. Does this song belong in a 2018 playlist? Well, according to Spotify the clean version came out as a single in 2018, so I’ll go with it. (The album “Hero” came out in 2017.)

10. “Psycho,” Post Malone

This song is brilliant for its specificity. All of these cryptic lines are references to things in his life, and I love how it’s both opaque and honest. And, even more than that, the way the words roll around and bump into each other are modern poetry.

11. “Silvery Sometimes (Ghosts),” The Smashing Pumpkins

Another band that’s been at it for a long time and still delivering. This song is apocalyptic, a rant in bleak images. This is one of my favorite lines: “Row like a felon/ Drown like a captain’s son/ And say “How long can this go on?”

12. “Attention,” Charlie Puth

Like Mendes, Charlie Puth’s prior work didn’t appeal to me. But I listened to his new album from start to finish one night, alone on the beach, in my headphones. It was a great way to spend 44 minutes. This song has a knock-you-over bass line.

‘Yah Hey’: Vampire Weekend’s theological rock ‘n’ roll still resonates

19 Sep

Ezra Koenig wore an all white suit during the Miami show of the “Father of the Bride” tour in August 2019.

During an interview with Malcolm Gladwell on the podcast “Broken Record,” Vampire Weekend frontman Ezra Koenig says he used a lyrical soundboard for the first time on the 2019 album “Father of the Bride,” and the advice he got was to “go a little more ‘Yah Hey'” with some of the songs. In other words, Koenig explained, stay true to the themes and the vibe of “Yah Hey” because that’s really what Vampire Weekend is all about.

“Yah Hey,” a track on the 2013 album “Modern Vampires of the City,” is a singularity in the genre. While most popular music is about falling in and out of love with another person, this song is about falling in and out of love with God. What other band will fill Madison Square Garden, like Vampire Weekend did on Sept. 6, 2019, and sing a song like that?

The form of “Yah Hey” is a prayer, in which the speaker addresses God as “sweet thing,” “you saint,” and “good God.” He tells God that the world doesn’t love Him; the speaker says he could never love God either. And yet, “I can’t help but feel that I’ve made some mistake.”

Then there is a spoken bridge that paints a picture of the speaker at a festival, and as he listens to two songs (one a reggae song called “Israelites” by Desmond Dekker and the other “19th Nervous Breakdown” by the Rolling Stones) he feels the presence of God. And, quoting the famous last line of James Joyce’s story “The Dead,” the speaker says his soul “swoons.” (Check out the contributors’ enlightening comments at

Who else is writing rock songs about Joycean religious epiphanies?

MVOTC and cave paintings

The album “Modern Vampires of the City,” which won the alternative rock Grammy, is a masterpiece. It’s got intricate and varied production quality, it has ear-candy melody and rhythm, and it has uncommon poetic depth in the lyrics.

Just about every track on MVOTC is full of references to God. Like the song “Yah Hey,” the album confronts the seeming paradox of how faith and doubt coexist in a human heart. It’s tapping on the same kind of emotions that inspired — compelled — ancient people to paint on the walls of caves. Listening to this album, I don’t think about Vampire Weekend’s history with the press, and I don’t think about Ezra Koenig’s cleverness: I think about my own faith and doubt, my own love of God and my own confusion. That is the power of great art.

I happen to have a strong faith in God, so these themes are on my mind a lot: How does God interact with me? What does it really mean to love God, a being I have never seen? All of that also enhanced my experienced of seeing Vampire Weekend live in concert for the first time.

Live in Miami

In August, I drove to Miami, Florida, to see Vampire Weekend perform. I brought three of my children, all of whom have memorized large portions of “Father of the Bride,” which has become a member of the family, even more so than MVOTC.

At the concert, we cheered, we sang along.

When the band played “Yah Hey,” I felt in my bones the questions Koenig was asking. I thought about my own relationship with God. I wondered what my children thought about Him, and how they would answer those questions for themselves. But I also realized that sometimes the questions aren’t answered — at least not right away. It was enough, during “Yah Hey,” to feel my soul swoon.


The best songs of 2017: Or, my soundtrack for doing the dishes

5 Jan

As in previous years, in 2017 I listened to new releases most weeks as they came out on Spotify. Most of the time, I didn’t like anything that I heard, but I dragged 43 of my favorites over to my Best Of playlist (some of them I later deleted when I found that I was regularly skipping them). I also listened to several critics’ compilations of the songs of the year to see what I had missed, and I’m glad I did because they either reminded me of music I hadn’t given much of a chance, or they exposed me to new albums for the first time. Some of the albums were admirable for their creativity or lyrics or production, but they weren’t all that enjoyable to listen to, so they didn’t make my list. Here are the highlights of the songs that did:

1. “If We Were Vampires,” Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit

Jason Isbell has always seemed a bit boring to me, but I really listened to the lyrics on this new album, and “If We Were Vampires” is brilliant poetry.  This is a terribly sad love song about taking advantage of the moments you have together. After listening to it, I feel inspired to “work hard till the end of my shift.”

2. “Hold Me Close,” Overcoats

Maybe the catchiest song of the year. Perfect harmonies. Also, I watched a couple of interview videos with this duo, and their chemistry makes me like their music even more.

3. “Provider,” Frank Ocean

These impressionistic lyrics. I mean, who can make sense of them? Not me, but I memorized some of them and couldn’t stop listening to this song. It’s subtle in its structure, and the way the drums enter the song is surprising and inevitable.

4. “About a Bruise,” Iron & Wine

The tone of Sam Beam’s voice is so rich, and it blends perfectly with the tones of the bassy folk ensemble in this song. The repeated lines and harmonies also made it one of my favorites this year.

5. “Songbird,” Cory Chisel, Adriel Denae

My wife went to high school with Cory Chisel, and I’m glad because otherwise I might never have heard of him. This is a singer-songwriter who belongs on a best of list, and I hope he someday gets the audience he deserves. “Songbird” is a gentle song with haunting harmonies.

6. “Supercut,” Lorde

Lorde’s new album, “Melodrama,” was on everyone’s best-of lists, and for good reason. I have been eagerly awaiting this album, after her brilliant 2013 album, “Pure Heroine.” The new one is also great, and “Supercut” is one of the catchiest songs. She is an intense, passionate singer. (A few other songs on this album are also worthy of being on this list. Some are explicit, but you can hear the full album edited if you click on “1 More Release” at the bottom of the play list on the album.)

7. “My Poor Heart,” The Glorious Sons

This song is one that I would never have discovered if I didn’t click on so many duds in the Spotify new releases. I hadn’t ever heard of this band before, but they have snappy, smart, narrative lyrics sung by a dynamic front man and some driving guitars that are used without overdoing anything. It’s smart hard rock that always sounds like it’s on the verge of disaster.

8. “Bad Liar,” Selena Gomez

An intoxicating voice, used with restraint, almost a whisper at times. Sweet and searching. One of the most compelling female pop stars.

9. “Boston,” Brendan Fletcher

Here’s another artist who apparently isn’t on the radar of any critics. Brendan Fletcher was a contender on The Voice, and maybe that makes him someone people don’t take seriously, but this song captivates me. He has this raspy voice (maybe there’s a trend toward raspy voices on my list) and some simple but evocative lyrics that transport me.

10. “Old Flames (Can’t Hold A Candle To You),” Kesha, Dolly Parton

I listened to Kesha’s new album when it came out, but despite her obvious talent, I didn’t love the first several songs, so I gave up. When I saw her on so many best-of lists, I decided to revisit the album, and I discovered this song late in the album: a duet with the Dolly Parton, for whom the song was originally written–by Kesha’s mother, Pebe Sebert. This remake has a new edge to it, and Dolly Parton’s now-frail voice is great as harmony to Kesha’s raw power.

Other songs I liked a lot:

“The Mother,” Brandi Carlile

“Everything Now,” Arcade Fire

“Do Not Disturb,” Drake (edited)

“Intentions (feat. Dan Caplen),” Macklemore (edited)

“There Are Many Ways To Say I Love You,” Sylvan Esso

“Future Me,” Echosmith

“Love,” Lana Del Rey

“Getaway Car,” Taylor Swift

The year in music: My favorite 13 songs of 2016

26 Dec

I won’t pretend that I’m a pop music expert or that I’ve listened to everything that came out this year. My experience is mostly by way of Spotify’s new releases and two music podcasts: “The Popcast,” by the New York Times critics and “All Songs Considered,” by NPR. Most of the time, I disagree with the critics’ tastes, but they’re still fun to listen to, and every now and then I discover music I love forever.

Throughout the year, I added songs to my “Best of 2016” playlist, but only if they were songs I knew I’d want to listen to again and again—and if the songs weren’t offensive in their themes or lyrics. There are many songs I admired for their quality, but they didn’t move me very much, so they didn’t make the cut. The songs only this list are the ones I was most excited about when they showed up again on my Spotify playlist.

1. “Too Good,” Drake, feat. Rhianna

Drake’s singing voice doesn’t exactly inspire, but he is so versatile and so smooth as he goes back and forth between rapping and singing that he achieves an everyday Mr. Cool quality. The interplay with Rhianna gives the song a boost, as well as the lyrics, which are about loss and remorse and a kind of self-righteous pep talk. It’s great fun, and it’s so catchy I put it on repeat for about two days straight. (No official video of this one, but you can hear it in my Spotify playlist, along with the other the top 13 and others that I liked a lot.)

2. “Ophelia,” Lumineers

In just 2 minutes, 30 seconds the Lumineers build a gentle love song to a soaring anthem—all with characteristically simple instrumentation. One of the catchiest songs of the year. “Cleopatra” is also a can’t-miss song on the new album.

3. “Ultraviolet,” Dagny

Dagny was one of my favorite discoveries this year. She’s got a clear, young-but-wise voice, and the blending of the vocals with the choppy rhythms of the guitars and drums helped me wash the dishes even faster.

4. “Closer,” The Chainsmokers

The Chainsmokers are a new phenomenon: producers with a great formula but, for the most part, no-name singers. They had a lot of big hits this year, but this one was my favorite because of the long chorus and the final refrain that’s fun to sing for someone who is getting alarmingly older: “We ain’t never getting older.”

5. “All We Ever Knew,” The Head and the Heart

I’ve been anxiously awaiting more music from this band, which is a big group of musicians playing a lot of instruments at once without ever overwhelming the gruff-yet-tender vocals. This is my favorite song on the album, which is more “pop” than previous offerings.

6. “Rock Bottom,” Hailee Steinfeld

This is a song that builds and builds to a soaring show-off chorus with harmonies, and it’s fun to hear Hailee Steinfeld show off.

7. “Lost Boy,” Ruth B

The lyrics and the voice seem to contradict in this song. It’s about being a lost boy, with no responsibilities, nothing to hinder a life of pleasure. But the voice is so mournful that, even without saying it, you know she doesn’t believe it. It’s a fantasy. But it’s a beautiful fantasy, and the melody is lovely and memorable.

8. “We Don’t Talk Anymore,” Charlie Puth, feat. Selena Gomez

Charlie Puth is trying a bit too hard in this song, but it’s such a singable tune, and Selena Gomez’s voice is mesmerizing.

9. “Puppy Knuckles,” The Frights

This song has a great rhythm mixed with a bored-in-the-garage tone.

10. “You Want It Darker,” Leonard Cohen

Leonard Cohen’s last album was released not long before he died, and it adds a gravitas to the songs, which have overtly religious lyrics. He’s basically growling, but it’s soothing and melodic, and it makes me want to sing along and meditate.

11. “Blended Family,” Alicia Keys, feat. A$AP Rocky

Alicia Keys delivers a love song from a step mother to her children in a blended family. It’s moving and also features a brutally honest rap in the middle that reminds us of the difficulty some blended families endure.

12. “Love on the Weekend,” John Mayer

John Mayer’s sandpapery voice works perfectly with his guitar work in this catchy love song.

13. “OBLIVIUS,” The Strokes
This song feels like it’s on the verge of losing control, and it makes you want to belt out the chorus.

Best songs of 2015: or, What I listened to while doing the dishes

31 Dec

At this stage of my life, I usually gravitate to catchy songs that I can sing along to. When I listen to music, I want to have fun, to relieve the stress of doing the dishes or driving home from work. I also love Top 10 lists, so this year, I made a conscious effort to listen to as many new releases as I could on Spotify and make a playlist from which I could choose my own favorite songs of the year.

With a little commentary, I also added some YouTube videos that show the lyrics in many cases. I purposely avoided some of the official music videos because I wouldn’t want my own kids to watch them, and I want to focus on the song independent of the artist’s visual interpretation of them. Without further ado:

1. “FourFiveSeconds,” by Rhianna, Kanye West, Paul McCartney

With this kind of star power making a song, the expectations are high, and for me they delivered. It’s impossible for me to hear this song and not sing along to it. Plus, the lyrics have a longing quality, a sense that the speaker is on the verge of losing it and is asking for some understanding. I think everyone feels that way every now and then.

2. “Love Yourself,” Justin Bieber

For me, this was the best album of the year: Justin Bieber’s Purpose. Some might say it’s the true awakening of Biebs–he’s no longer a child star–but it’s really the second mature album he has done, after Journals. It’s just that this time he has some production help that turns every song into a hit. His vocals are subdued, and the melody is king. It was difficult to pick just two songs from this album to put on my list, and it’s the only album that I felt I had to include more than one song from. If you like this song and haven’t listened to the album, Purpose, you need to.

“Love Yourself” is a song I sing while doing the dishes, and I can’t get it out of my head, so I keep singing it as a lullaby to my 1-year-old daughter as I’m rocking her to sleep. It’s a gentle song about breaking up. It’s got some attitude, and it’s kind of a weird message, but overall a song that gives puts me in a good mood every time.

3. “Great Big Storm,” Nate Ruess

Nate Ruess, who is also the singer for Grammy darling Fun., released a solo album this year, and it’s terrific. I especially loved this song, which showcases some of Ruess’s genius for melody. He has a piercingly high voice, and yet he creates these songs that sound like they belong at full volume in a stadium.

4. “What Do You Mean?”, Justin Bieber

This is the second song from the same album on my list–the only album that placed two. It’s another one that gets in your head, and you don’t want it to leave.

5. “A New Wave,” by Sleater-Kinney

A bright song with some punch. It’s got two guitars that are almost out of control, dueling for the duration of the song. Add the harmonies in the vocals, and the effect is doubled. I feel like I’m sitting in a garage listening to these ladies go for it with abandon. The fact that it’s the first album from this band in a decade also adds some gravitas to the song; they came back together for a reason.

6. “Something in the Way You Move,” Ellie Goulding

Along with Justin Bieber’s album, Ellie Goulding’s Delirium was one of my three favorite albums of the year. This is one of those songs that make you move around while doing the dishes. She’s got a lightweight voice, really, but likable, and the songs are well put together.

7. “Pedestrian at Best,” Courtney Barnett

Courtney Barnett’s debut, for which she also scored a Grammy nomination for best new artist this year, is one of my three favorite albums of the year. I could pick any number of songs from this album (I also love “An Illustration of Loneliness,” which showcases both her quirky and perceptive lyrics, as well as some bluesy rock guitar riffs). But this song, “Pedestrian at Best,” is one where Barnett feels like she’s almost out of control from the first seconds of the song, and it sustains that energy throughout. It’s in the tradition of Bob Dylan’s “Subterranean Homesick Blues,” as well as Sheryl Crow’s “All I Wanna Do,” plus wild guitar work.

8. “Back of the Car,” RAC

I have no idea what this song is about, but every time the chorus comes around, I want to shout it out as I’m doing the dishes.

9. “Fight Song,” Rachel Platten

This song is a power-pop anthem. It’s refreshing to hear a song that is designed to inspire.

10. “As Time Goes,” JR JR

This is another band that I had never heard of before my adventure through Spotify this year, but JR JR has a real talent for melody and rhythm. This was a fun discovery this year.


Honorable mentions:

“Take It as It Comes,” Imaginary Future

Like the RAC song above, I don’t know much about this song or the band, but it still made me happy every time it came around on my playlist over the dinner dishes. A happy, singable song with rhythm.

“Wasn’t Expecting That,” Jamie Lawson

I first heard this song on “The Tonight Show.” Jimmy Fallon explained that Jamie Lawson was signed to Ed Sheeran’s new record label, which is cool. The lyrics of this song take you to new places, particularly at the end.

“Forever Mine,” Andra Day

This one didn’t quite fit my description of songs I loved to do the dishes to, but I’m so impressed with Andra Day’s voice, I wanted to at least mention this song.